This life is a mystery. Bad girls end up enjoying best of
life and some will later repent and enjoyment continue
but what are we going to make of ladies who choose to
live right from day one, yet things are not working?
Read her story full below...
This woman's situation captures one of such confusing
scenarios.
I'm 41years old today and I'm the saddest person alive.
So I'm writing this letter today to God through your
blog hoping somebody somewhere can help me make
sense of my life.
Dear God,
I'm 40 today and I hate the life you have given me.
This isn't living. Being dead is better than this. Haba
God, after my sacrifice, after serving you in truth and
in spirit. You bring me shame? I have no money, no
kids, no husband and you want me to continue serving
you. Haha!
From 18, I served your church till now; when my mates
were busy having séx with their future husbands I was
in church for praise and worship, cleaning chairs,
going for revival, visitation, paying my tithes. etc.
Dear God, you no try! If I were you, I would have
blessed me since. I never disobeyed my parents while
they were alive. I read my bible daily, I was a virgin till
I was 31 for Christ sake. Haba!
People told me, leave Ikotun and move to the Island.
There are husbands there. I moved, nothing. They told
me, change your church, I changed. Still nothing. Lose
ur virg-inity, men dont like mature virgins, I lost it.
Still no man to marry me. What strategy have I not
tried.
My mates that aren't married have money, and if they
don't have money they have kids. Why have you
chosen to humiliate me like this? Was I wrong to give
up my virg-inity at 31? Is that why you are not fair to
me, if that's the reason, all my friends and siblings
stopped being virgins in their early 20s and they are
all married with children. So that can't be. Or maybe
my reward isn't here on earth. Oya take me, let me
rest. I'm asthmatic, I'm lonely, I'm poor and not
happy. This is too much. Too much
Somebody, anybody, please explain to me what I have
done wrong. How does God work? Because I can't
seem to make sense of my existence here on earth.
Alot of people are in this kind of situation and don't
know what to do. pls readers share this story with
friends so they can advice her too.
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